A Love Letter to the Universe

Someone asked me to write a love letter to the Universe. So it is to you too.

I am in love with all of those I love. It doesn't matter how long it's been or how pissed or dumb or frustrated or reckless things became. It doesn't matter how much i have loved in secret, afraid it wouldn't be returned. It doesn't matter that we often didn't know how sacred every moment was. You have imprinted my soul and that means there is no me without you.

And so,

I used to believe that you were big and I was small.

But I am You, and You are me. All the parts, species, patterns, and energies of You are inside of me.

We are both infinite and we are both lost particle dust floating aimlessly through infinity. We are every formation. We are every beat and every pause. We are every frequency from density to pure being. We are all at once. We are the question and the answer, the gasp and the sigh. We are connection and interruption in infinite sequence all leading back to One. We are madness in search of itself. We are the warrior and the slave, the master and the fool. We are the laws themselves. And we are the breaking of them all. We are creation and destruction. We are chaos and control.

You are me and I am You. We are each other's mirrors. I am the gathering of You and You are the expansion of me. You are the birthplace, I the extension. The more I expand, the more of You I experience in the gathering of my being, the more expansive now becomes.

We are Life and we are Death. We are the Endless in between. We are energy shedding its dissonance. We are the entanglement of symphonies and the detangling of each thread to know itself against and within one another. We are the expression of Love. We are the search for Love. We are the embodiment of Love. We are the expansion and contraction of Love. In this there is no separation between us. Death is the blunt force against a tuning fork that harmonizes one field to another.

I am in awe of you and of every way you have taught me what we are together.